I always thought my life's sucks more than any other person in the universe.
But after I heard bout his life story, it made me think that im selfish.
selfish to everyone.
im heartless.
i always want more than what i got.
im always not satisfied with what i've got.
i never treasure every single thing that came to me.
the chances, the opportunity and stuffs.
ever since i start working part time.
i have to support my ownself.
and honestly speaking, im struggling...
i cant survive.
i still have this mindset that my parents will be there for me 24/7, give me whatever i want and blablabla..
till now, i dunno what i want in life.
i feel like a sore loser.
life's sucks.
and i dunno what to do with my lil problem of mine.
indecisive fat woman as ever.




