beauty is audrey hepburn

for the past few days,i've been having fun
and spending so much money on stupid stuffs.
buy pants and shorts.go arcade play tembak2.makan tk habis.
i went express manicure today n got myself a hot red nails.
im broke again.
must wait for next month allowance,12th july.

went out with sabun last saturday.
at last,jumpe jugak.
and the whole day,i feel like farting.
and somebody cannot pronounce the letter 'r' properly.
wakaka.rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrr
went out with anne just now,
and the whole day i feel like buying that gold bracelet at Diva.
and we both don't have a sense of direction.like seriously.

and i thought toni n guy was like beside bugis street.
damn stupid.it was on the opposite road.
and i happen to see my schoolmate at bugis.
didn't know him that well but well he's friendly.gd2.

and to sum up today, i sat beside a mentally-disabled guy who kept talking to himself.
i was like smiling to myself throughout the whole journey.
bukan nk kutuk or what.
but it's damn funny.

ok...tomorrow i dun want to go out.
duit dah tinggal sikit.
wednesday got project at azmi house.
bagus lah dekat jugak ngan umah.
no neeed to bring $$$.
must start saving.

time checked,it's 2.43pm.
and im still on my bed.
if it were not from my mum who kept calling me about the stuffs i wanna order from the body shop,i would still be in my dreamland.
anyway who wouldnt want free body shop stuffs right...my mum will paid for it sumore.
i really need my this month allowance to buy new clothings.
thats y been slacking at home almost everyday.
i think im gonna be fairer than my sis.
and i wanna be lighter than my sis.
i dun care.wakaka.

im thinking of higlighting my hair.
i know im still schooling and ITE doesnt allow that.
but the thoughts of next yr april to come will be like ages and i need something new.
should have studied for O levels.
regrets...

goo goo gah gah.
im hungry now.
no food = im dead.

i feel like changing my number.
it's fucking irritating when that somebody kept asking why im avoiding that somebody.
i got the rights to do whatever i want.
i don't want to be labelled as 'Miss Stuck Up' but im just not interested in meeting anybody.
so better stop all those messages before I start spouting nonsense.
im not that evil but don't test my limit.
i still consider you as friend though.

and to that person who's already changed.
let me tell you something.
you're ruining your own life.not others.
so think before you act.
if you don't love yourself,please think of your family okay.
i said all these because I care.

im hungry now and there's like so many nuggets waiting for me in the kitchen.
im gonna grab every each of them like it's my last day on earth.
ggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

okay here are some overdue pictures.

Guys Guys Guys.
why does the good guys always taken.
maybe this is a retribution for me after hurting people's feelings.
god is always fair.
i always think guys as the one who have no feelings but after experiencing and seeing some guys who would go the extra mile to win a girl heart even though being rejected,i began to wonder why.
why does some guys just cant move on whereas theres this bunch of guys who can easily move on after a breakup.
i know the feeling of loving someone who doesnt feel the same way towards you.
i know i was stupid back then going after someone's bf.
but people learn from mistakes.
im not so stupid now to go and disturb people's bf or even love someone so deeply.

what im trying to say here is that if someone hurts u so bad,or leave you.
would you still love them or move on?
would you try to mend back the broken pieces which definitely wouldn't work.
maybe some guys are just too nice that they don't realise that they're slowly crashing their life down.

i believe true love happens only when we're really grown up.
not now definitely.im only turning 19.
there's still so much time for that later.
i just wish and hope that people will learn to treasure and love themselves more than others cos in the end,you're the one living your life not them.
why hurt yourself when you can move on and make the better of yourself.

i have loads in my mind to think about,but definitely not love.
i still don't really know the real me and that itself can takes a while.
so.....to MR RIGHT,don't come now.
later maybe??...

One more week.
One more week and duh,i can have my holidays.
So what if other people's having their holiday now.
wakaka.
when they're back to sch...
im still having my beauty sleep.wee~~

and my sis and her friends will be going sheesha this cuming thursday if im not wrong.
should i follow??
mcm extra gitu..
well,we shall see okay.
expenses on you guys.wakaka.
i still small kiid.no $$

there's a whole lot of projects to do during holiday.
and i've yet to do the task im given.
i promised later i'll do it.
i just cant think now.ideas not there.
and i wanna go swimming cum jogging.
any takers???
if there is,beep me.