i think im running away from reality.
i hate making decision.
im avoiding the fact that i have to choose what i want.
i wish im just a baby throughout my whole life =(
im sick right now.
body ache, fever,sorethroat and headache.
maybe i might be having swine flu.
maybe it would be better cos if i die, im free from making a decision..
I always thought my life's sucks more than any other person in the universe.
But after I heard bout his life story, it made me think that im selfish.
selfish to everyone.
im heartless.
i always want more than what i got.
im always not satisfied with what i've got.
i never treasure every single thing that came to me.
the chances, the opportunity and stuffs.
ever since i start working part time.
i have to support my ownself.
and honestly speaking, im struggling...
i cant survive.
i still have this mindset that my parents will be there for me 24/7, give me whatever i want and blablabla..
till now, i dunno what i want in life.
i feel like a sore loser.
life's sucks.
and i dunno what to do with my lil problem of mine.
indecisive fat woman as ever.
