beauty is audrey hepburn

Back to blogging.

So to those who hates me.

Lol..

too bad ya.

aww so sad.

It's gonna be April and I've yet to lose any weight.

But good thing is,I'm still standing strong being single.

Temptations to date is there, but nonononono, I must be Strong, Extra Strong.

I really miss school now.

Parents asked me to find a full-time job for myself but I'm not ready.

Imagine, they asked me to be in the police force and also work at Custom and chop chop passport.

I know lah last time when i was young, i like to do that, but...... i dunno.

I want to pursue my dreams but i kn0w it's like impossible.

Can i study till i die.

Study at ITE forever and ever.

Anyway, I'm in love with Josh Beech for now.

He's Awesome man.

lol.skinny guys+bad boy look turns every girls on.

And I want to grow my hair long.

I think it's time to be a bit more feminine.

But i just can't imagine myself wearing dress.

I think a step at a time ohkay.

School's finally over and I've got to say that 2 yrs in ITE wasn't bad after all.

I'm happy for everyone and hope for the best for their future endeavours.

I just got to know my teacher reads my blog. Scary shit right?

Luckily, I've never talk bad things bout any teachers.

I love every teacher in ITE College West ,Clementi.

You guys rawk!! (evil smile)

Anyway not to forget, I've got to thank this one babe of mine who was damn sweet to bake the whole class cookies.

And not to forget a specially made cards for the 3 hot babes.

I love you Amalina Fatin.

You see, she'a willing to sacrifice her studies just to fill up our empty stomach.

awww....so sweet.

hehe.

oh yeah, i'm sick for the past 2 days.

and im having headache right now.

i wanna sleep peacefully once and for all.

if u disturb my beauty sleep, u'll nver be forgiven.

and oh oh oh yeah.

Feka baby dah rebond rambut.

i cannot wait to dye hair.

any day also can but the thing is dunno what colour to choose.

help people.help me.

i've not yet miss school.

but soon i will.....

just a matter of time i guess.

Help me!

My head's giving me problem when I'm few days away to have my hair coloured.

I hate it man.

There's like 2 bloody bisul in my head now giving me constant headaches and pain.

I just feel like killing myself can.

and to make it worst, my dad threaten me that if i go doctor, i have to cut my hair botak.

u kidding me or what.

takes so long to grow this never-ending shrt hair, now i have to bald it.

if it really happens, i think i'll jump down from my tenth storey

and and I heard from my dad we're going holiday.

is it true or not, only god knows.

But god knows how long it had been since i last went for a holiday as a family.

i think like way back in pri school if im not wroong.

i so so so so wanna get away from Singapore asap.

and my patience level is reaching to its maximum level

cos of this CPF thingy i have to do for my dad online.

so damn laggy.

wah my dad and mum are both 55 this year.

damn old.

and im 19 and still schooling.

i feel so stupid and hopeless.

my sis gonna start working soon as a nurse and i'm still waiting to know wether I will be accepted to any school.

even if i get to Poly, i'll only graduate when im 22/23.

how to get married by 24 like that.

anak dara tua for the rest of my life.....

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button movie was emotional man.

PMS-ing makes me watch sad2 movies and i love it.

I love how charming Brad Pitt looks.

I love how there's like so many nice2 quotes about life just like Forrest Gump.

watching this movie made me wanna be in love.

We’re meant to lose the people we love. How else are we supposed to know how important they are?

(That's like so true lah)

You can be mad as a mad dog at the way things went; you can swear and curse the fates - but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.

Daisy: Would you still love me if I were old and saggy?

Benjamin Button: Would you still love ME if I were young and had acne? When I’m afraid of what’s under the bed? Or if I end up wetting the bed?

(aww..that part is damn sad and sweet at the same time)

For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.

what i really learnt from the movie is to be grateful for what we have cos some people life are way more complex and tougher than ours.

Nevertheless, they still lived their life with purpose and dignity.

And yeah Benjamin Button's life sucks but at least he get to feel whats it's like to be in love.He got to travel around the world and do stuffs that even normal people cant get to try.

I know my life may suck at certain point but tomorrow's gonna be a better day.
I just have to be positive.

Yeah baby yeah.

It's raining here damn heavily and ive been having major cramps all day long.

This month is definitely gonna be my Most Terrible PMS-ing month.

watching love movies made me think....

why cant my love story be as sweet, as meaningful, as powerful as what i seen in the movies.

how i wish i can have a sweet love story to share with everyone.

yeah maybe not now.soon maybe.

SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE IS DAMN AWESOME

Thank god Zma send me the videos.

If not, I'll still be left behind not knowing how great that movie is.

Damn loving it.

The young Jamal is damn cute to the max.

Nini is in love with him....hehe.

and you know why poor people are the one who's usually in trouble.

Cause situation made them act/be this way.

Next up, I wanna watch He's just not that into you.

I know i should be studying but I can't resist.

i was busy watching Selamat Pagi Cinta halfway when i straightaway changed website

cos that movie can wait.

Tomorrow perhaps.

"I am depressed ... without phone ... money for rent ... money for child support ... money for debts ... money!!! ... I am haunted by the vivid memories of killings and corpses and anger and pain ... of starving or wounded children, of trigger-happy madmen, often police, of killer executioners...I have gone to join Ken if I am that lucky."

That's the suicide note the photographer of this picture wrote....

Pictures do paint a thousand words.

Now i know how the ex-convicts feels like.

In the eyes of the people, once you do something bad, forever you will be seen as the bad one.

Yeah, I did stole my mum's $$ she left behind at home back then.

But after she caught me stealing, I totally stopped all those nonsence.

Today, serious speaking, i really got the urge to take my sis $1 coin at the top of the TV.

But thinking twice, I did not steal.

$1 is still money though.

Back home just now, my mum was complaining bout her money becoming lesser.

And was like accusing me.

Everytime bad things happening, it's always me.

so much for wanting to change....

life's really sucks and it sucks more when its ur own family who makes you feel this way.

on the happier note, i just can't wait to dye my hair.

at last, it's coming to an end.

Hey Biatch.

Dangdut sucks first of all.

was a big fan of Amelina back then.

way back then when i was in Primary School i think.

Still remember the days when i would always play the tape every morning w/o fail.

who would have known MTV back then right.

Now, DANGDUT has gone like...way overboard.

What the hell is happening sia..all the dance moves = sex positions.

And you have to grind the audience who will in return, gives u $$.

easy money indeed.

i love indonesia,

i love the way the speak.

i love the hot hot indonesian guys.

i love their songs.

but that kind of dangdut turns me off.

even MTV is not explicit as this.

And the song kucing garong keeps playing in my head.

damn it.