This month's period really testing my patience level.
It hurts like fucking hell and it's just the second day.
Damn it.
Can I just have that operation thingy, ligation is it?or vasectomy?
i failed my science..so pardon me.
In a few more hours, it's dooms day.
I hope 2 yrs in ITE doesnt come to any waste cos i really wanna get to Poly.
At most, i wanna make my parents happy.
as much as i hate studying, i do know how important it is for Education.
pray for me ya friends.
i watched the biggest loser season 2 finale just now.
and i really like Matt..not becos he's hot or what.
but i just like his attitude.
he's not the kind who loves to be hugged, smile and stuff but
he seems nice though.
and to see the contestant lose weight like incredibly was 'OMG', 'can u believe it .holy shit!'
it's like anybody cn lose weight and looked nice provided they have that determination.
as for me, to lose even 1 kg in 1 year is like a dream come true for me.
i love junk foods.
damn, i need my own fitness instructor.
someone who force me to wake up to jog every morning
someone who cooks healthy food for me everyday
someone who will throw all the junk food at my house and substitute it with fruits
someone who will say to me "you're fat.time to lose some weight"
someone who i call coach and also a friend.
someone who can make a life changing experience to my life.
diam uh gemok.
pms made me talk rubbish.
im craving for TOM YUM seafood.
and my mango salad.
anyway, this is random.
im a javanese and i feel that i should take initiative to learn more about javanese and it's
culture.
since i love indonesia, it really prompt me to learn more about it.
wish i could learn a thing or to while my granny is still alive.
too late now.damn...
im proud to be a Javanese.




