Ask me what's my passion?
i'll say being in the media.
nah, not being an artist,singer....but a REPORTER/JOURNALIST.
to be specific 'Celebrity' or 'people' journalism.
im always not good when it comes to study.
but one thing i know is whenever it comes to which celebrities is dating who, which stars gained/lost weight, which new soongs is the top of the list,
im one of the first to know.
cos i rather read mags then office application book.
cos i rather research on celebrities than projects on stop smoking cmpaign.
cos i rather be called star struck then be called "living in the stone age".
i really wanna learn Journalism but it's like totally out of my league now cos whatever i learnt, whatever i do now is really nothing related to this stuffs.
i nver ever like business in the first place, whats more working as an admin person.
is there is there by any chance an ite student like me with a bloody bad grades be able to pursue this Journalism thingy.
if there is, I wouldnt have to worry what I wanna do in my life.
cos thats all i wanna be , thats my passion.
im really really worried bout my future.
im already turning 20.
people at my age already have good career, already supporting their parents.
im still doing my higher nitec which doesnt even come to handy when applying for jobs.
my twin already gonna graduate with diploma in like a matter of time.
i feel so worthless at times.
why cant i just be motivated to study.
please change me, somebody please spank me on my ass and shout straight at my face that the bloody world is not gonna wait for me.
BANGUN LAH BODOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BANGUN DARI ANGAN2.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
